♥Dear Diary♥
I just receive e-mail frm my teacher in-charge of the club only one of them reply. He reply me this:-
Hi Fida
Your contribution to OAC has benefitted and befitting to the student.I will place a record for being undivided favour to members of OAC.May your life will cherish and prosper to your friend and members of your family always.
But i don't really undersatnd what does this pharse means 'being undivided favour to members'
I know is mean unfairness, but am'i the one who being unfair to them or what??
haiz....so now what is the right thing that i'm suppose to do.
Everything that i do there's alwaes something is not right somewhere!! argggh!!!
Kalau lh aku tahu ini akan berlaku, aku tkkn jady sebahagian daripade mereka. They are not lyke my badge there's teamwork and communication among us. For me i think i'm useless!!
miss my frendz!
I MISS MY GELEK JOMS!!!!
THEY WILL BE BACK AT 17 DECEMBER 2009!
5 MORE DAES THEY WILL BE BACK!
December- 21, 22 & 23 ( class chalet)
TWO MORE WEEKS TO GO!! WOHOOO!!
mit bf!
Yesterdae, mit bf at bedok. Its been awhile I didn’t mit hyme. Miss hyme a lot! So waited for hyme at his blk, then we decide to eat at pasir ris we waited for bus no. 5, waited and waited but the bus haven’t arrived yet. I already restless and told bf why nt we juz eat at tamp. So we proceed to tamp and have our lunch. After eating we went to esplanade library, coz he wanna find music book. After that we headed back to bedok and went back hm.
While OTW back hm there’s jam at SLE to BKE it was very terrible I was seated at the bus for abt 1 ½ hr. super slow ar the trrafic. And the air-con was super blast.
I guess that’s all for todae!
    Love you!
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I just nw oreadi e-mail my two teacher in-charge regarding abt my step down postion. I hope they will understand. haiz!! I'm sorry that i'm nt responsible enough to make the club successful, i hope there's someone better could to that job.
Don't ask me why i step down my position as a president! I've gt my own reason why i did that!
Sorry to my dearest frend, i really cannot make it. I've still have this forbia when talking in a large grp of ppl. i don't knw hw to overcome that. i've tried but i couldn't do it! haiz i think i'm useless!!!
1 more thing i really cannot communicate with them!!
To my dearest belloved frend SERI NASHUHA!
Yesterdae when i came back frm yew tee with my sis, after 10mins i reached hm somebody knocked at my house door. Then my mum checked at the pin hole, so i decided to see coz my mum cannot see properly. I saw 2 lady standing outside, so i opened the door and i saw my beloved frend SERI NASHUHA and her frend. And she pass me 1 big plastic bag and i saw a A4 paper wishing me for my birthday and 1 big box.
Then she need to sent her frend to yew tee, after i closed the door i opend the big box and it was a BROWNIE CAKE and decorated with my name...awwww! so sweet of you seri!
I know seri since i was K1 at al-khair kindegarten mosque, we known each other for abt 14 years.
She is the bestes frend i ever had. She's alwaes there when i nd her:)) she's my everything.
LOVE YOU SERI! & THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE DELICIOUS CAKE!
The 1st tyme she gave me a surprise 2 daes in advance b4 my bdae. My bdae fall on sundae!
Here are the pictures:-
       LOVE YOU!!!
Gelek joms
When to sentosa after sch. We proceed to the busstop straight after that, board bus 963. Reached habour front and waited for MR LATE RUZAINI! Then proceed to sentosa for our MEGAZIP. Here i come!!! wooohhooo:))
Pare jump and flying fox was awsome! Climax was very tiring but i have fun:))
Here are the video and picture:-
       
Cn i have my tyme for myself. it as been a long tyme dat i've been quite bz at hm in sch and etc. i even cannot rest properly hmmm. i nd to go out and have fun with my frends and my love ones too. nt juz staying at hm.
i'm seek and tired for staying at hm. i wanna find a new job if cn. its lyke i've been working on saturdae's only.
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I feel lyke quiting my postion as a P_______t. i feel lyke some of them is not interested to come for meeting. i know is my responsibility, but i tried myself to be firm and get away my nervous by talking in crowd, I'M TRYING MYSELF! i hate when ppl asking me when is the next mtg! myself is trying to figure out when is the best dae to conduct the mtg. if i conduct mtg on fri most of the malay guyz going for prayers, some oreadi gt plans and i don't wanna disturb on fridaes. so i have difficulties in deciding the mtg.
FIDA PLZ TRY TO OVERCOME YOUR FEAR BY TALKING IN THE CROWD!!
why must i have this fear?? i'm still asking this question to myself! if other ppl can do it. why not me?? haiz...i hate myself:(
i really cannot commincate with my v_
i don't understand wat she trying to said.
but i tried to undersatd her, but sorry i can't!
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